How to calm down my rage?

As a very young girl you seemingly have an awful lot on your plate. You probably have underlying feelings about what has happened to you and your resulting pregnancy and child birth. It also seems your family members have many problems dealing with what happened to you. Don't necessarily always agree with psycho-therapy and the need for long term visitation to a therapist; which is what they usually want. TIME, and sometimes, only time will begin to reveal the answers you seek for yourself in your life. Young people MUST learn Patience when it comes to dealing with time and the pace of our lives. I have always had to find some way to calm my inner desires or anxieties in dealing with the pace of life. Find a place only you will know about; a place away from the world you are normally involved in; a place away from all noises except the gentle breezes across your face to help your mind and sort it all out.